now ive nth better to do,,tuition teacher coming and i have to start studying again,,streaming nxt week onli worx ><,,quite nervous,,it is like,wad if i just make one careless mistake or there r lots of ques which i didnt cover how O.O,,i wld be failing like mad-.-,,i still duno wad subjects i wanna choose larhx,,budden i tink i noe budden i haven decide whether i shld take these subjects or not,,lols,,later all the subjects i choose all not suitable for wad course i wanna take nxt time if i go to jc or poly,,zZz,,how how how how how,,the decisions i make now,,be it education or my personal life or just minor decisions like shld i wear this or tt,,is gonna make a whole big difference in my whole entire life,,one wrong move and i can welcome myself to the world of misery,,i still have lots to tink abt,,like wad am i doing now,,how am i acting and all tt,,no matter wad i wld not drop the habit of helping ppl in everyway i can,,everyone has good in them,,so if ure saying ure pure evil,ure so lying to urself,,wadever bad things we do there wld always be this sparkling light inside of us telling us tt it is wrong and we wld in the end feel guilty or somethin like tt,,but tt sparkling light inside of us is wad makes all of us special,,once we lose tt light we can be considered dead, goners or wadever,,so dun lose this special light god have given u,,its just too precious to lose it,,lols,,